Rosemary Margaret Ives died on the 22nd of October 2011 after being shot once in the mouth in a hunting incident. Four days before she died I told her that I'm lesbian, she was the first adult to know. She was the most loving, beautiful and just plain incredible person that anyone could have wished to meet and it is so tragic that she was taken away in such an awful, wasteful accident. She was 25 years old and was planning on marrying her boyfriend of 3 years. I still miss her to this day and I dedicate this to her as a birthday present.
Your birthday passed not too long ago
26 years... 26 years too soon...
Sometimes I wish you were never there
That I was never there
That we never spoke
But we did, and it was the best four days of my life
On the island we all became one people
But you and I were closer
You knew my everything.
I opened up my heart and let you in so that you could see every hurt.
You loved me for that and I loved you too
If only I knew that you could just be...taken
"Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass, its about learning to dance in the rain"
With love and tears,
Zoe xxx
Saturday, June 4, 2011
Forgotten
I think this could be love but I'm not quite sure
All I know is that there will never be an easy cure
Coz babe, I need you
I bleed
Coz you coarse through my veins
And if you ever leave I know I won't be the same
When I find myself in darkness I will call out to you
Coz you're the only one I trust to tell me all of the truth
You help me stand up and fight
And then love will hit the lights
And when I saw you for the first time my whole life came right
I know you'd never break a promise coz the promise is you
But you are stealing my heart and I won't pull through
And you just held my hand and told me you won't leave
But you're killing me by giving me all that I need
So I wrote you a letter to say my final goodbyes
Coz I'm sick of seeing you to know I'm living a lie
But then you gave me a call and told me to stop and think
Coz you wanted to be my life's missing chain link
But I know none of that happenned and you know it well too
However, like it or not, I know I still love you
And still my mind is confused
And my heart is abused
And with all this love just for you that is still left unused
All I know is that there will never be an easy cure
Coz babe, I need you
I bleed
Coz you coarse through my veins
And if you ever leave I know I won't be the same
When I find myself in darkness I will call out to you
Coz you're the only one I trust to tell me all of the truth
You help me stand up and fight
And then love will hit the lights
And when I saw you for the first time my whole life came right
I know you'd never break a promise coz the promise is you
But you are stealing my heart and I won't pull through
And you just held my hand and told me you won't leave
But you're killing me by giving me all that I need
So I wrote you a letter to say my final goodbyes
Coz I'm sick of seeing you to know I'm living a lie
But then you gave me a call and told me to stop and think
Coz you wanted to be my life's missing chain link
But I know none of that happenned and you know it well too
However, like it or not, I know I still love you
And still my mind is confused
And my heart is abused
And with all this love just for you that is still left unused
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